Ok, so I know that I'm behind on posting. And I have been thinking of a new post...really.
But I've had the hardest time sorting...you know, too many things running together that make perfect sense to you (kind of) but wouldn't make sense to another living soul...
For the most part, the last few weeks have been very settling for me.
Plenty has gone on...we're very busy with daily stuff and there have been our fair share of 'hairy' days for one reason or another. So it's not like life here is dull...
But God has been settling me with it too. It's weird in some ways. Normally, I frazzle pretty easily, but God's been working patiently with me, probably wanting me to grow out of that tendancy.
After learning to survive on scepticism and live behind walls for so many years, it's been really overwhelming to be taught not to.
In the more recent months, I've experienced more depth of emotion than I've allowed myself in years. This has been such a hard thing, but also very freeing. God has used it to show me that it can be safe let walls break down around another person. Praise God for this.
I guess the overall jist of these last few weeks in particular is that I've been reflecting on how I'm just so blessed and thankful for my fella. God has had this man waltz right into the middle of my little life and it's happened in such an amazing way.
I'm so glad to have him as a friend, comrade, companion and ally. He's not only a brother in Christ who challenges me to grow in my faith, but he doesn't feel the need change me. He's content to let God do whatever He sees fit, and let me just be who I am.
At the end of the day, I just shake my head at the blessing that God has given me in this fella. It's like He's saying, "See...I have you all looked after, and I know exactly what's best for you. Don't worry about a thing..."
A place of rest in human form...